Assalamu'alaikum,..

on the night like this..

i just wanna share all bout this t You..

just for You..

alright..

i'm jealous..

with all of them.. i'm jealous with all of her glory..

i'm jealous with all of their chance..

am i wrong?

am i wrong when i only wanna get the chance? just the same with their chance? just chance.. but there isnt any chance for me..

astaghfirullah..

forgive me Ya Allah..

i forget it..

i have to believe that You have planned something for me.. ya,, special ones, just for me..

be patient..

always try the best i have,

and dont forget to thankfull of all His gift for me..

Allah loves me,

and I love Allah anywhere, anytime,anycondition..

LIMITATION

Assalamu'alaikum..
huuufffftt..
sebenarnya Ay sudah sangat bersemangat untuk mengikuti event tersebut..
tapi, apa daya?
they give me limitation..
although i know..
finally there's another one who break the rule..
there's another one who brave take the risk..
and i know..
i'm too scared to take therisk..
i know it..
ya, mayb,, i have to learn Mr. Most Wanted way..
how he decided..
how he takes the risk..
and how he purposes the others to step in his way..
yeah, i must learning all of his way..

tapi..
sudahlah..
mungkin benar juga seperti apa yang telah dikatakan dosenku, " Janganlah kamu berpura-pura sap, padahal sebenarnya kamu belum siap," ditambah dengan slah satu nasihat temanku, Arman Uno, " kamu nggak hannya sekedar diam di tempat, Mir.. tapi kamu justru sedang bersiap-siap untuk berlari dengan lebih kencang lagi.." ya,, ay memang harus mengambil ancang-ancang untuk berlari denagn lebih cepat lagi..

semoga Allah mempermudah Ay dalam menggapai cita dan cinta Ay..
Amiiiiinnn..

see yaaaa...
ay sudah berani untuk mengambil jalan ini.. ya, ay harus berani pula mengambil risikonya..